Strive

2012-02-18T06:06:00.000-08:00

I didn't realized how hard it can get without him here. This feeling is hurting you from the inside.. You're feeling all empty and alone. But you know, you have to hold on to the people that you hold dear to.

2012-02-15T07:59:00.001-08:00

And boy, I missed it too..

2012-02-13T05:19:00.000-08:00

And so the moment I've been dragging on came.. He left.. not for a week nor a month.. bt probably a lifetime. He migrated with this fam.. I've nv felt this worst in my life ever.. Its like losing a part of your heart and you jst want to hold onto him forever :) This I said forever. I've nv believed in forever because "forever" is vague word. Bt this guy, makes me wana spend my life with him forever. No one has made me want to sacrifice or give up something as much as him.. I want to throw everything here and leave with him. But that won't work because my family is my other heart, they're here. No one made me want to spend the rest of my life with, except for him. I cant get the best of both worlds can i?

Jst a simple convo with him frm thailand :) It pretty much make me smile.

Because I found out your long-hidden secret, my whole world crashed. Not only my heart shatters, bt part of me jst want to end my life tgt with you. Can you continue to fight on for this love? How long more do you have? God, does he have around 3yrs of time tgt with me? Can you don't take away his life from me?

2012-02-11T02:07:00.000-08:00

And so, my internship had pretty much ended cept for report to be handed up on 17feb. Everything was nothing short of awesome in my life! It always feel great to know ppl are there for you when you needed them the most :D

Things are different now, and I won't elaborate much. Just hope affinity will be standing by us <3

Sometimes, I had want to revenge bt I guess my pretty sis above would want me to love others jst like her :) Shes the most amazing girl I've ever known, and she taught me to be independent&self-sufficient.

So I've got tonnes of questions abt my plans after diploma.. hmm, let nature take its course! HAHAHA! :D Bt for now, I'm just blessed to be surrounded by ppl that I love. Some may not be physically here, bt I can feel the same blessings nonetheless :D

I'd probably need a well deserved break from all the love.. it came too soon, and I supposed it'll end very soon

2012-01-27T20:05:00.000-08:00

When you don't have the best, just make the best out of it.

Gifts comes in different forms, learn to appreciate.

2012-01-23T18:22:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE LUNAR NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! :D

I thank God for blessing me such an amazing family who stood by me in every decisions I make, I am truly blessed to have a family who are also ike my best friends.

I thank God for K, for all the sacrifices he made for me. For everything he does to make me the happiest girl, for all he have given to me, and I definitely cherish&appreciate every single bit of it.

I thank God for all the lovely friends I have be it only for 1month or for 10years, they taught me well what real friendship shld be. They are there despite all the setbacks and the ugly, I am thankful to have them :)

I thank God for all the blessings, the people he blessed me with, the strength to fight on, the love to go out and love others in return. Pls continue to bless them for the best of health&wealth.

Happy 2012! :D Another year of fighting on.

2012-01-20T05:05:00.001-08:00

I've been strong for too long

Every thoughts of her make me miss her more. Never will I forget our 1year of friendship, it's short bt I guess we understood one another more than how most of my friends understand me :) Everytime I sat at the back of a cab/car I will look to the right side because it is where you always sat next to me in Wongwong's car, somehow it will reminds me of you.

Girl, Sorry for not visiting you anytime soon. Kumar wasn't well and I was working, still you always live in my heart forever. I hope you miss us as much as how much we misses you. Take care wherever you are! <3

2012-01-20T05:05:00.000-08:00

I've been strong for too long

Every thoughts of her make me miss her more. Never will I forget our 1year of friendship, it's short bt I guess we understand one another more than how most of my friends understand me :) Everytime I sat at the back of a cab/car I will look to the right side because it is where you always sat next to me in Wongwong's car, somehow it will remind me of you.

Girl, Sorry for not visiting you anytime soon. Kumar wasn't well and I was working, still you always live in my heart forever. I hope you miss us as much as how much we misses you. Take care wherever you are! <3

2012-01-06T05:47:00.001-08:00

Simsim, I miss you! Every single day, I'll get reminded of you at least once. A lot of ppl have been asking what exactly happened that faithful night.. I always get the whole scene images in my mind. The other day at the accident site with kumar and bro, I felt your presence :) I feel the hug&warmth you always show me, and I cldnt imagine the pain when the cab came crashing at you and imagine how helpless you get :'(

Babygirl, I bet you didn't know the Chanel earring surprise I was gonna give you for your bdae to cover for your 21st present too! Everyday I tried my best to rmbr you voice and what you said in the phone call (because apparently I didn't really get what you said due to jst being woke up by the call) The last words from her at 11:49pm were "er shi fen zhong hou xia lai, ahxiong hui lai na ni de dong xi. Ok, bye bye!" And from then on.. You're gone from this earth :( Everytime I rmbr the whatsap from kumar on your departure, I broke down. I shldnt have bought my current LV when you offered to sell kumar your Speedy at cheaper price :/ If we bought, this LV bag is smth that you owned and I'll definitely keep it as remembrance <3

We're all grieving.. Do you miss us like we do? Are we protecting the wrong person? Simsim, Rest In Peace! Loves!

Anw, tmr is brother's POP! So proud of him for enduring this past 5-6months! :) And I'm so thankful bb have awesome friends that always keep him company :) I really love to thank his friends for being all so friendly and lovely to me also! :D

2012-01-01T05:40:00.000-08:00

So... 2011 ended with B's friends @ Keppel Bay!
Awesome PotLuck, wine, cheers, laughters & everything great!

Summarising my 2011...
- Getting into internship; DBS
- Celebrated our 19months this dec <3
- Getting my driving license in Aug
- Lost a friend
- Gain quite a few more friends :D
*bt i can no longer trust friends so easily now*
- Bought branded stuff for myself&from b;PRADA&LV
- Pretty much a tolerating person now, patience
- Lost Baby Ryken 3days after our first meeting *May he always be so cute&smart wherever he is*
- Lost Simsim in a car accident

Dear Sim, everywhere I go reminds me of you.. everyday I think of Bugis I'll think of you buying fried chicken back to office for us&you shopping on that offday, when my train pass by Jurong East I'll see the coffeeshop with your favourite Chilli Crab which you will order bt only want the sauce (Today, I saw the table beside me having Chilli Crab and I gt reminded of you), everytime Kumar drove pass Jurong Hill I'll rmbr the times you always order Bitter Gourd soup with fried egg to perfect cooked and anything you wana eat, we went mbs and buffet on thur and they recalled you were there jst last month, thinking of USS will think of our Halloween Night, etc. Girl, so much so much memories of us together.. how am I supposed to pull thru them? :((( Sim ah, you're so loved by everyone of us, why do you wana leave us so quickly? I'm very sensitive to the word "pain"/"death" I'll feel emotional very quickly.. Stay pretty! HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 Sim! May our path ever cross again in our next life, I'll definitely wana know you so much more! Xoxo

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HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 EVERYONE! :D I hope you guys did enjoy your countdown and the fireworks! It's very pretty. This year is gona be a very tough one for my relationship, major changes in both our lives.. God, pls give me the strength to pull thru it all. I may get tired one day, bt I hope I'll keep moving even if its only taking baby steps. So this year, I prayed for the same thing; health, wealth, strength, love and happiness. Love! <3

2011-12-09T06:17:00.000-08:00

To: Adeline Sim, a pretty sis.

Darling girl, your death is still something I'm unable to accept even till now. And each day, I look forward to someone telling me that they're lying. Losing you is like losing a very good friend I used to chat with, gossip with and laugh with. It pains me to talk abt your death to anyone, or read abt them in newspaper&stomp&maybeline's blog&fb&twitter (which I really nv dared to) Really, its so frightening to think abt losing you in my life. Babe, I still vividly rmbr our last tweet, last whatsapp and last photo we took without even looking at my hp. Your number are still saved in my hp to always be remembered <3 Simsim, I was so glad to hear your voice on the faithful day 30Nov2011; 11:49pm where you called me to tell me abt wongwong coming to take my stuff 20mins later. I cant rmbr exactly what you said cause I jst gt woken up by your calls, bt nv have I thought minutes later you're gone :'( Now, I really learnt to cherish. Cherish every single person, every single moment with them cause I really duno who I will lose in the next minute.
*I wanted to go back to your twitter cause I rmbr you posted our photo from USS tgt (and thats the last photo we took tgt), bt opening your acct in twitter breaks my heart real badly.

May all the angels surround such a pretty girl like you, and watch over everyone of us alrights! Love you always <3 You'll never ever be forgotten/replaced. Thanks for bringing so much joy&fun in my life.

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Recently I'm having this strong maternal instinct. Oh gosh, I've been thinking so much abt my future. Very pessimistic abt my future. I really need to start planning :/

2011-11-28T06:35:00.001-08:00

Let the people I love to always be protected with your hands.
Let them feel the healing presence in your arms.
Let them feel the love through your embrace.
This world is too hurtful for anyone to live in,
let there be light for my loved ones.

I've never felt so relieved or any greater in my life than now. I'm cherishing every moment of it because you will know once its gone, its gone forever :) Who are real, and who are fake! WAHAHAHAHA! ME ISH GOING HOLIDAYS LOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :D SHOO HARPIE!

2011-11-12T06:10:00.000-08:00

How I wished I could enjoy some nice brunch at Hatched or Prive. This is just a want, not a need. I've been working all day and night recently that I'm so sure I've became a very lifeless person. No late night drive/stroll, supper, drinks or even meeting friends after work D: I need more timeeeeeeee! :)

Going through a rough patch now, I know I can't keep him with me forever. We're going to plan something that could probably let us stay together for as long as possible. God, let us pull through this together. I'm gona work real hard for this love. Because I know deeply, who I loved most <3

2011-11-10T16:33:00.000-08:00

Something are better left unsaid. At least it won't destroy anything.

I want to go for some drinks please! Esp my fav drinking place :'(

2011-11-06T16:17:00.000-08:00

Price Tag by Jessie J

That fatass bf of mine promised to bring me out for breakfast and dared me that I won't be able to wake up. But im wide awake since 7am and he havent even woke up-.- ASS! :3 Supposedly went for some running with brother, bt he nv woke me up so I assume it has been cancelled. LOL! #EPICFAILPUBLICHOLIDAY.

I'm holding on for as long as possible. I know it's going to be like this for a great 3-5yrs, pls bear with me bb. You know we're going to get there someday, but pls for the moment bear withme :) I LOVE YOU ALOT.

Talking about which, we saw an R34 yesterday! 6/11/2011! Still look super awesome <3

2011-11-04T20:32:00.000-07:00

Having a thousand friends is no big deal, but having the one that stands up for you when a thousand is against you is what matters :)

2011-11-01T08:40:00.000-07:00

HALLOWEEN WAS ONE HELL OF FUN AT USS WITH THE FUNNY LOVING PEOPLE! :D Hehes! Especially the haunted house we went was what I enjoyed most :D Having to pull baby while we're walking and also in haunted hse; I have baby on my right&Jon/Ah Tan on my left to shield me from the "ghost" LOL! So sorry for pulling them esp baby! HAHAHAHA Still, it felt really great to enjoy so much with the lovable bunch! :)

I'm able to pull through it. Tough time dont last bt tough people do.
Anw I've seen too many "FAKE" ppl in my life srsly :) I've slowly learnt to differentiate them, try me :)

2011-10-29T19:59:00.000-07:00

Fragile by Bodyslam

Dear God, please bless us in every way possible especially baby :)
He needs so much more blessings than needed esp in his *********** :'(
Hes a good keeper, and I don't wana let him go. God Bless.

2011-10-21T19:08:00.000-07:00

In the blink of an eye, we've almost reach the last 2months of the year. This year has passed pretty fast, very fulfilling year for me and baby. Many stuff happened, it can be the most extreme bad and really good at times. He has tolerated all my nonsense and shit, and yet still standing by all my decisions. I realised its impt to stand by your loved ones, they really need your support. So yeaps, so glad to have found him in my life.

*I think I'mm quarrel with him today #justsaying*

2011-10-19T06:24:00.000-07:00

Sharing the love!

2011-10-14T17:15:00.000-07:00

In one of my recent twit, I retweeted: "Guys, when she's upset, she's standing on a thin line between giving up and seeing how much more she can take." So true. Girls, I feel you :) Still, I've decided to always give it a last shot. Not because of anything, its because I love him. Why does love makes the whole world go round? :D

Currently I'm updating my iphone. OMG! talking abt it.. My bb iPhone has been really cranky by hanging almost all the time! when I picked up, after I picked up, when I wana hang up.. ITS ALL SHOWS THE SAME INITIAL CALLING SCREEN!-.- SO FML! It mustve been as cranky as me :p WAHAHAHAHA! LOLLLLLL! Ok, gtg, till then!

2011-10-08T03:32:00.001-07:00

If only you understood how I am feeling now, instead of saying I'm over-reacting, then mayb I'll will try my best not to fall back again.

Because boy, you will never know how I felt in the inside, I'm a whole mystery itself.
But love, listen to me carefully. Just listen enough, and you will know why I felt this way.

Still, I've been pulling through all these myself all along :) It's just that ~~another~~ time.

I'm gona stop myself from spending a fortune on clothes now. I'm like a fatass literally! Hello, within 4wks of internship and I gained like 3/4kgs?! #FMLTTM! I threw away all my fitting clothes and wore back all my loose clothing, including my bandage skirt D: FCKING EMO OK! Everyday I see a spare tyre in the making-.- *Slash wrists* _|_ LOL! Gym, I'm coming!!! WAIT FOR ME :}

Other than that, I've lived a good life. Not the most amazing, bt I'll make the most out of it :D I wana earn alot of moneyyyyyyyy! (nt from internship of course; impossible!) I've still gt so much stuff I wana do while i'm still young (EHEM!) No, I've never thought abt settling down now-.- mayb 5yrs ltr? :D I fcking hate guys rushing girls into marriage. so... *no comments*

I need an extreme makeover! THE MOST EXTREME ONE! HAHAHAHAHA!

2011-10-01T05:41:00.000-07:00

I'm having this very awful feeling.. Perhaps due to my headache&fever&tummyache, while the other part was cause of Boyf. Seriously, you were the one that talked to me abt the topic and how you're asking ms to stop talking abt it-.- IF YOU WANT TO PLAY WITH FIRE, PLAY WITH IT TILL THE END. Dont jst say and no actions #Certainly NOT referring to boyf :)

Was at m00n hotel last night with Boyf :) I pretty cosy place.. And there's like no window so we didn't rlly know the time outside :/ BUT SUPER HORRIBLE BREAKFAST EXPERIENCE! if you g by 10am, be sure all the dishes are pretty much left with nothing! like srsly pissed! Even their orange juice were left with water by 10am-.- Squeezy small room&bad cust experience. now I know why of the bad reviews online because afterall I believe how bad a cust experience in a hotel it'll still be nt bad. BT THIS WAS WORST THAN EVER! -.- Wanderlust was a minute walk away from ours, so mayb our next staycation? :)

Imma going out soon with Kelly! <3 (I'm running late actually!) I WANTED TO DRIVE THERE! bt I jst don't know how to park my car-. I DAMN NOOB IKR! Bb's car is at home and he's out with his friend so I plan to drive out for dins. But! PUI!!! Parking sucks! So im going to cab there :( FCKING LOSER SHIT! HAHAHAHAHA! :D

2011-09-23T23:25:00.000-07:00

I've tried to give in to everything that I can.. And everything that I have. Now im leaving them up for God to decide for me which is the right path to go :) Im feeling all emoshit these few days.. Nothing can make it up other than see my family and fav girls ;( GIRLS PLS KUAI DIAN MEETUP OKAYS! <3

Im doing my research on alot of stuff lately.. I wana go pickup new skills after work instead of jst ending my mundane day jst like that :D I want to learn Thai (bt bf cld teach me=SAVE $$$!), UKULELE! (bt im afraid i'll give up halfway), Diving (so bf&i can now go for diving trips), bt i also wana save money for my facials and masks and beauty products!!! (OK I KNOW MY CUISHYTUGLYMAX FACE CMI AND CANNOT HELP ALRDY, bt all girls love to be pretty!) SO HOW NOW BROWN COW?! i really cant decide on what i want.. Hmm.. Mayb plastic surgery cld help! HAHAHAHAHA I WANA ANGELABABY's FACE!!! <3

2011-09-18T09:35:00.000-07:00

Would someone reject a gift? I mean literally a present !
Because I always rejected bf's gifts! LOLLLLLLLL
I know I'm the most unromantic woman by telling him to not buy me any gifts, BT JST GIVE ME THE MONEYYYYYYYY! $$$$$$$$$ HAHAHAHAHA! Yes, i love money and I might as well bf to give me the money and I'll save up for our overseas trip than spend them on gifts/products :) I'm being very practical here. So yeah, I hope to receive as much angpao for
My bdae than any gifts! Bt gifts are very welcome too! Hehes! :D amw, its monday blues! I have 2 upcoming meeting at 9 & 11am.. So i think im one of the most chiong intern everrrrrrr :(( SHAGGGGGG! still, i hope its going to be fine. Not very well, bt jst fine ;)

Messy

2011-09-10T16:29:00.001-07:00

I'm missing the past. Bt I'm more looking forward to the future.
I hope you don't change at all..
and we'll be how we used to be..
Highly unlikely possible.

2nd Phuket trip

2011-09-10T15:38:00.000-07:00

Back from Phuket and internship alrdy started for a week..
I'm slowly getting used to the life of a working adult :)
I've always love this rush/occupied feeling, I hate doing nothing.
I love to be busybusybusy! :} Still, I hate the crowd :/ nehhhhh!

Below are some photos from our Phuket trip, jst what I have :)
Boyf's hp was our camera cause apparently hotel's plug is spoilt-.- and I can't freaking charge my charger neither can I charge my iphone. Bt thank God for the Apple comp in our room, we cld plug in our cable and charged it. WAHAHAHAHA!
The first day we touched down and it alrdy started raining, and the rain lasted all the way till night time when we decided to rent a bike and ride out to find some food. End off with our fav noodle&meatball stall near hotel, bt we're both caught in the super heavy downpour and our fever symtoms starts to surfaced :/ So 2nd day was basically spent snuggling up on bed, chilling as our private pool and massage due to the rain again :) On 3rd day the rain was still here bt it was abit forgiving so we started exploring to further places, which is Patong beach. Hehes! Ride all the way up the twirly hill (FREEZING COLD!) at night and found Jungceylon and "pasar malam" with yummy food. Back with our Nutella pancake and sausages for supper! 4th day was spent tgt with our hired tour guide to the temple with a Super huge Buddha up on the hill, the view was magnificent! The Buddha oversees the whole Phuket bt it is still i the process of building, therefore we are able to buy the marble tiles and write our wish on top which will then be used to continue to build the Buddha status :) Next, we went for some hokkien-mee, satay, pork intestine satay (which tasted bitter! PUI!!!), prawn roll and mxed pork (kway chap). Back to rest in our hotel and to the FANTASEA at night! Most fulfilling night! <3 We had our royalty treatment for our dinner, boyf played games and won me a plushie (which we named in Fantasea) and lastly the show. Which is pretty boring and uhm..I jst didnt enjoyed it :/ *plus a little tiff in the hall* Went back and we went to ride our bike around our area to end off our day :D 5th day was spent going shopping! Bought a Zara heels which was pretty cheap, a super cute elephant foldable bag and the highlight was boyf buying R34 car models! He couldnt decide R34 he wanted because 1 was the stock version while the other was a modified one. So I told him to buy both because its pretty difficult to find a R34 in Sgp (yes, I'm searching for them in sgp too! Because his first R34 model was from me during his bdae in 2005 when we were previously tgt <3 and his bdae last yr was a R34 3D bdae cake from yours truly. So I'm wondering what R34 stuff I cld buy for his bdae this yr :D AND I TOLD BOYF THERE WILL BE THIS ONE YR WHERE I CANT THINK OF ANY R34 FOR HIM THAT I MUST BUY A REAL R34 FOR HIM!!! LOLLLLLL) So we're both happy people after buying our own stuff and eating haagan-daaz tgt and Auntie-Anne pretzel(damn cheap there!) I am thankful for days like this :) End off with Two Chefs restaurant which has commendable service and ambience&most imptly, yummy food! We went to this restaurant cause we've seen it on "TripAdvisor" i think :/ HAHAHA! Our breakfast was at Mom Tri villa (AND OUR ONE AND ONLY BRKFAST THERE! Cause apparently boyf and I always laz on bed till afternoon) IMPECCABLE SERVICE! 5-stars quality food! We hope to stay in the villa on our next trip :D and then out to find car accessories for the Emperor, bt PHAIL trip :( bcuz I think most of the car accessories for modifications came from bangkok instead of phuket. then we went for fresh seafood dinner in the middle of the sea :) Pretty affordable (lower-end cost) seafood, promised freshness and free boat ride to and fro the land to the restaurant :D We saw sunset and ate our hearts out with seafood&beer! WAH! BEST COMBI!!! :D End off the night with SNACKS SHOPPING! Which we bombed $150sgd on snacks! Purely snacks! Potae, prawn crackers, 2 big box of Chupa Chups for mich&adel, seaweeds, 1 box of Lychee Pocky (20 small packs in it), 1 box of hot&spicy Potato Sticks (20packs in it too!), and sweets and more snacks! HAHAHAHAHA! they weigh >10kgs I swear! Lucky we bought 20kgs of luggage weight for me&him individually so our totally luggage weighs 36kgs! LOL! (initially ours weigh 23kgs) LOL! SIAOOOOOOOO! and last day was snuggling on bed and massage to end the trip :) our flight was 830pm that night so afternoon was lunch with my fav phad thai and pork intestine soup! All in all, I felt great to be back in the country :) Some of them still rmbr us! HAHAHA! Great time spent with bb, understanding one another better, and I thanked him for tolerating all my attitude there :) So thankful to have him, really.

If you're supposed to leave, I guess we'll meet again :)
You made me fell head over heels with you, and its still here..
I'm nv prepared to leave you, not now not next time not anytime near.
If you're leaving, please give me a month notice to prepare.
Cause this time, it's me showing you&the world why we'll last..
So thankful to have you in my life. I'm cherishing this <3

Im leaving on a jet plane 

2011-08-26T23:49:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow 28aug, I'll be flying to the same place boyf&me spent our first trip overseas :) Last year we went in December, however due to my internship everything is going to push forward. Also, last year me&boyf made a promise to go overseas at least twice a year together and yeaps, we managed to fulfil it this year :) But, Im leaving with a heavy heart. Boyf asked me to not worry so much and enjoy, bt I really couldnt bear to let that go :( I dont want this happiness to end, because I know happiness are short-lived. Any case, I still cant wait to fly there for massaging and tomyam and our fav noodle at our fav places! :D *Im feeling really lazy to pack my luggage, and my luggage is literally empty now with absolutely nothing inside! Wahaha! I know Imma gona get some scolding from bf ltr cause we're leaving very early tmr morning and later we're all going out for some prayers ltr* GG-fied!!!

Brother jst had his first booked out on 27aug. Not an official booked out cause they're all out for presidential voting and rushing back again. Hes darker now!!! LOLLLLLLL! bt abit slimmer, like 1kg? Hahaha! Hes booking out for HariRaya's eve and back in on HariRaya.. Bt I'll be overseas :( And I hope, I'll be able drive and either fetch him or send him back to camp one day :)

Oh ya! After getting my license, I've only drove like a time at night? I drove K, Michelle and Daryl around for a spin! WAHAHAHAHA! damn kanchiong driving a manual! Still, I don't feel confident in my driving and I havent touch a car for quite some time alrdy :/ Hope to be able to drive to work one day when B allow :)

Fight for love. Hold on and don't give up no matter how much it hurts so bad

2011-08-18T01:44:00.000-07:00

You don't just give me things and take them away from me.

If you are, I hope you take both of us away together at the same time.

I'll be missing you.

2011-08-17T20:40:00.000-07:00

Jst received a really bad news. Quite personal so im nt gona say it here.
I jst hope I'll be able to pull through this to prove our love.
Distance doesn't matter, its the heart that makes a different.
If God thinks we're bttr this way then so be it, we're gona overcome it.

You can take away my life if you want to take away him from me.
Because he's my life.

And K: If one day we're separated. Jst rmbr, I still love you like the first date we had. Leaving me and going farway is gona be a test of our love. Its nt a choice, its what God gave :) He can give us a million things and take away a million things from us. The memories we have will definitely nt be forgotten. Replacing you in Emperor is never ever gona work, jst rmbr they always leave a space for you in the team. With love, Jasmine.

2011-08-12T00:31:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHO JST GOTTEN HER LICENSE TODAY?
CAN I JST MARRY THE TESTER?
He's seriously the BEST EVER TESTER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!

So everyone, additional road hazard ahead! :D

2011-08-10T02:23:00.000-07:00

The Club Hotel @ Ann Siang Hill

Went with Boyf for a night from 8-9aug :)
This is jst one of our latest staycation. And I realised its the first staycation I blogged abt. Anw its situated in the CBD area, and 5mins walk to Maxwell food centre&10mins walk to Chinatown food centre&a short walk to Fred Perry boutique. So I guess its kind of a prime location :>

So now pictures of our room.. b&w <3

Our room number 303 :) I didnt scan it. My phone is jst awesome!
The highest level is a rooftop bar, then 3rd level is the highest one :)
Theres like only 8 rooms per level? So the place is real surreal.

Comfy bed with soft pillows! Bt nth beats RWS's :D

Superb waterfall showerhead& 4 small sprayers on the sides.

Yes, their theme was all chirpy birds and b&w.

All in all, nice stay. Pleasantly surprise with the interior. Their receptionist was kinda slow, bt I guess its cause B booked it in duno-which-unknown-website which makes it a little tough for them to find our booking. Afterall, great place for fooooooooooood! *3 meals are well took care of* Maxwell is awesome much!!! I cant stop raving abt their fish beehoon, fried sweet potato (MY CHILDHOOD FAV!), porridge, timsum&peanut soup! :)

If our moods were good, we're great. If our moods were bad, we're doomed.
Live with it. Nothings perfect. We jst learn to compromise.

2011-07-30T22:34:00.000-07:00

Rough patch. Made up. New love.

I'm pretty happy for my BFFFL :)
Hope she'll always be happy&stay loving! <3

Ytd I've jst went out with my choir friends of 5years :)
We haven't met up since forever, bt sadly pear can't make it :(
Still 4/5 PONTEN CHOIR GIRLS UNITEEEE! LOL!!!
Ate watami in a set for 4! And I'm really surprise at the amt we all can eat. LIKE SERIOUSLY! inthink the amount is for guy portion instead of girls, and eventually we end up stuffing whhatever food we can. AND EVEN ORDERED ADDITIONAL DESSERTS! I bet the waiters were really surprise on how we girls eat this much!

Everything with them was fun, practically EVERYTHING <3
Candylicious@NgeeAnnCity made all of us died inside.
We wanted to buy almost everything! Bt BFFFL stopped us :(
And BFFFL had a mission to hunt for plushies&blanket! LOL
WE WANA TURN BOTH CARS INTO RED M&Ms!!!
We managed to find M&M cushion&blanket! Awesome!
Gona drag K there soon! And make his car RED M&Ms!!!

LOLLLLL! days had been pretty bad due to some stuff.
This month is gonna be tough and I can sense it.
Hopefully me&K are able to pull thru it :/ Jy!
To 'YOU': Stay happy na! Even though we're not talking to one another as much now bt still, I love you :) hope to see you soon!

2011-07-24T03:52:00.001-07:00

Another tightening of braces session! Now I feel like killing people!!!
ROAR!!! &I love hate this monthly affair :D *smiling widely*

These few weeks had been pretty awesome&fun! I have BFFFL now! <3
I still rmbr our past 8years of friendship,&I do cherish her as much :)
Now I have ppl to gossip&tell my secrets to! cause bf HATE LISTENING TO ME!
And I would say, I've grown to know her better than before after 8years :D
What we used to experience and gone thru as compared to now,whew! Time flies!
I feel that shes a very matured&independent lady, &Ive gt so much to learn from her. Shes all kind hearted and she thinks alot before saying which makes her very patience and unique :) I don't wana believe my life without her (mayb we'll slowly drift away due to her uni) but I do cherish and is loving every single moment with them&her :D

I love the company! Bf have his bestfriend and I have my bestfriend, ain't it too awesome to believe? I would love to record every moment of it&I hope this friendship will nv end :) Summarizing my time with them: almost every other nights, we're out till morning 3/4am or even 5am at times. movie&dinner/supper&chilling sessions! Daryl's car is like our family car!!! Bf said hes the father&im the mother&we're bringing 2 kids out, literally! We're all comfortable with one another&we've our designated seats now in his car! LOL! Its kinda funny that we're all sitting the same arrangements every single outings! Unless bf drives his car and Daryl drove his ;) Emperor's outing were great too! And I hope the next outing we'll have everyone present again :D including mich.

I'm loving my life now despite projs&exams coming. ikr.
And I hope, this friendship is gona last as long as possible :) because I know friendship will diminish one day, everyone will start drifting away. Still, I am cherishing every single bit of it&enjoying every minute of it as part of my best memories <3

I <3 my FAMILY,Boyfriend,BFFFL,Jon&EMPERORs' :)

2011-07-17T08:07:00.000-07:00

Just had the wonderful Sunday morning! :D After having some steamboat on sat night, we sat&drank&chilled all the way till almost 1am. Walked our way out from Turf City to KAP, its been long since I had sucha long fruitful stroll (: HomeSweetHome thereafter. Oh yeah, apparently since there wasn’t anyone driving ytd, we get to drinkdrankdrunk! -But yeah, we didn’t manage to get drunk though-

Next up, the EMPEROR had planned for a healthy living day today! THEY HAD PLANS TO PLAY BBALL ON A SUNDAY MORNING! It was ALMOST* an epic fail meetup since their plans was to meet at 8am-.- And something surprises me was that.. someone* was able to wake up at 10am!!! So everyone met at ard 11, and drove down to the court for some bball match :D Im not being leftout okay! I went for my morning jog from the court all the way to JWSS, and back to the court :D ard 30mins jog and IM PRACTICALLY DYING! LOL! Havent been jogging since a year, poor loser me :( Nonetheless, finally im getting timeout to exercise and live healthily! Played a match tgt with them and back home :) They too were surprised on how they’re able to wake up and exercise instead of the usual driving and eating :D #See fb for photos. But we're missing out somebody whos currently overseas enjoying herself now. boo! She bttr make up for everything shes left out bt buying me gifts! LOL! Miss bfffl <3

Now that I’m home, after struggling to fight with the sleepiness and eating. Im finally sick :/ URGH! My exercise this mrng made me sick. LOLOLOLOL! HAHAHAHAHAH! One of a kind. Yeaps, currently down with serious flu&fever&flame&sorethroat! Argh! Swallowing saliva is also a chore man! Eww! Sucks to be sick :[

2011-07-17T08:06:00.000-07:00

Reading an old blog post is like reading an ol' storybook

2011-06-26T04:09:00.000-07:00

Dear GOD, please continue to bless me.
I seriously need alot of blessings for tmr :<
I hope you can see the amt of effort and money I've put in.
Please make it come true, I really it very much :[

Failing then crying isnt my forte, bt I've been there.
Please GOD, bless me, help me to pull thru tmr :)
May GOD Bless Me <3

2011-06-20T03:32:00.000-07:00

I can still feel the butterflies in my stomach like the first time I saw you <3

Jst read thru my friend's ex-gf blog, they were practically tgt for 6yr+ and jst broke off. OMG! Read her blog post before they were tgt and their first month, really sound all lovely and sugar-coated. All about guy coming your house at wee hours to make you smile, go all the way out to satisfy your cravings..ain't all love like this? The first were really sweet, then slowly it dimmed :( I won't say I will last long with bf, but I'm enjoying every moment of this love and I definitely dont want to loss him. not now, at least.

2011-06-11T02:26:00.001-07:00

Patience has its own limit.

2011-06-08T07:05:00.000-07:00

A changed person..

Last year on may 2010, I got attached to one of my soulmate. Hes everything I see/hear/focus, bascially I've given my whole heart to him hoping he'll minimise any hurt as much as possible. Now, we've just merely past 1 year and issues started to surface. I know this post is very much personal, but I just want a place to write down my thoughts :) These few days are the days where I got way too emotional, too attitude, too much of all negative thoughts. I still havent much know how to control my emotions infront of him, and I definitely know hes getting tired holding onto this relationship. I know people do get tired holding on, and eventually they'll give everything up. Because I used to be that person in this relationship that we used to share 5years ago, thats why we didnt made it. Restarting this relationship is both of our choice, probably to really ensure we didnt missed out anything we onced give in our all. Yes, I know I love him very much but I've really been hurting him so much so much that even I myself know he wldnt be able to take it any longer.

I want to go back to the past, where I'll do the smiling and he'll do the attitude-ing. I want the previous jasmine that smile and forgive&forget regardless of any circumstances, that way we'll minimise any quarrel. And I dare to say, the relationship we had 5years ago were like a rollar coaster ride but I still love the past. I know its all past, I cldnt look back, time wont ever turn back for anyone including me. But I really do hope, I am able to control all my emotions and smile through the day.

Nobody says its easy to be in a r'ship, I used to have so much faith in us. But now, I didnt think that way. R'ship aint A,B,C neither its 1,2,3. Standing beside and yet not talking, its our way to show we're unhappy. What is this? I thought we said we're gona talk it out.. Okay before everyone starts asking, I'm still attached and in love :) Just feeling abit out of my track, but i'm okay, just a few moment and i'm back to the normal person. (LOL! Split personality! HAHAHA!) So yeaps, i'm a changed person now as before. Time passes and people change, you can't stop them due to the different environment they're facing. I already lose trust to people I onced thought they're important in my life. Seriously, so what.. I still have my loved ones to back me up in times I really needed someone.

People used to say: you can have many friends, but you only need 2-3 closed ones that knows you and accept you thats more important. And I couldnt agree more to this statement. Since you love acting infront of me so much, I shall play with you :) Interesting game hur, and I'm pretty much enjoying this game with you :>

*Disclaimer: I'm here not to pin point anyone, just a very general comment. If you think its you, then your guilty consciousness is acting up :) *PEACE*

真心喜欢一个人，千万不要没有自信

2011-05-29T09:55:00.000-07:00

Needa get down to post some proper blog post! HAHAHAHAHA :D My recent blog post were mundane with no pics and no illustrations, even i myself finds it bored to read my own blog. Hmm, series of events happened. Some were happy, some were not, some were memorable while others were bttr nt to be rmbrd. But I would say or rather, quite a number of good things had been happening lately :)

* Brother's diploma graduation - I'm so proud of him, I really do. From an express student to an ITE graduate to now a poly graduate, he've came a long way and now awaiting for his NS. Seeing his maturing as days passed, make me miss our childhood pretty much. Still, I'm sure the family is proud to have his graduate :> We <3 You, Korkor!
* Staycation - @ D'Kranji & Hard Rock Hotel Sentosa :) Feels so good to be able to enjoy such short and sweet stayover in these villa&hotel. All arranged&paid by baby :) We both always believed in enjoying and relaxing after much stress (and surely, hes the one facing more stress than i do) So this is a chance we'd both rest and relax and put all our heavy burdens and unhappiness behind us. If you havent alrdy know, we both do enjoy staycation very much! We've stayed quite a handful of different villas and hotels, and is still exploring for the affordable&chio hotels. And till now, our top choice is still D'Kranji!!! :) & Hotel Michael@Sentosa was the most expensive&chioest ever (of course! Imagine $600+/night!) Hard Rock was pretty much the same as Hotel Michael (bt i still prefer Hotel Michael) however its more of a themed hotel I would say. So ppl who're stree/dating/wana relax, go have a staycation with your loved ones! Its not a waste of money, really you'll feel like you're overseas. Very addictive i would say :>
* Bangkok 5d4n (17-21may) - A super duper last minute plan like 3days before?! Hmm, yeah, I know its very irresponsible of me. But hell yeah, I dont wana die of regret when 2012 comes! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Bascially, kelly flew there 1 wk before me, bb flew there 4days before me & ITS THE FIRST TIME I FLEW ALONE ON PLANE! The feeling was hostile, but very cool and exciting! I dont even dare to slp a wink in case i reached and no one called me :[ Still, everyone shld have like a chance to fly alone, its not scary at all :D When I reached, that boyf almost gave me a fright! FML part!: He still isnt there, and i thought i went to the wrong gate. I couldnt contact him thru the hp (okays my fault, called his sgp number-.-) took the wrong side of the escalator&ALMOST fell! (EPIC MAX! lucky its bkk nt sgp),i wldve dug a hole underground for myself) bt when i finally called his bkk hp for once, he jst reached :/ LOL! That asshole drove the wrong direction and gt lost, FHL too! NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS HOW RELIEVED I WAS WHEN I SAW HIM, UNEXPLAINABLE. 5days past really fast due to the fact that I was somewhat sick on the 2nd day-.- FML SRSLY! Bt first day was great! Met my bestest sister in the universe; kelly @Platinum and we combed the zone1 with me burning a big hole of like $150+sgd! Bt i didnt shopped for the next 4days okay, bt that day was vesak day and no clubs were open so our plans of clubbing were ruin tremendously :( Still, great to have a thai boyf who speaks thai! I dont feel foreign at all :D
* Bought my iphone4 :D Yipeeeeeeee!
* Jst celebrated 1st year @ Hard Rock Hotel Sentosa <3 Filled with lotsa love from him. Cldnt express how thankful I am to have him, so great, so great :)
........... OKAYS IMMA SLEEPY NAO! BUH BYEEEEEE PEOPLE! :D

Be back again ogays? I will be uploading photos for my next post soon..
I love you guys :D

- What are friends? What is betrayal? Leave you when you fall? Ignores you when you didnt do well? Finds you when they need your help? Seriously, stop using people. Getta life! I know its competitive out there, bt why do I have friends that scores well and is still humble&giving out what they can. Srsly, I don't do revenge. Someday you'll regret what you did to me, cause God does it both ways. Try being in my shoes, it doesn't feels good at all.

2011-05-22T17:59:00.000-07:00

This is the last time, I'm giving you my trust.
Once broken, I won't bother mending it back. Never.

2011-05-09T07:00:00.001-07:00

Bb's going back this fri :(
I'm being left in sgp all alone once again :/
Sianzxzxzxzxzx! Bt i have a plan :)
Hopefully it can work out, and nothing will stop my plan :[
Please God, let there be no obstacles stopping me,let it work.
(i know shit always happens when you got the best plans)

2011-04-28T21:45:00.000-07:00

Many many stuff happened this week :(
Since the first day of the week, it started out very badly.
Bboy scolded me for the issue :[ Bt we're back tgt again.
Went to queue for the bursary shit THRICE! Argh!
Luckily the cute guy at the counter was bttr than the aunty! LOL!

Then the saddest news this year: Baby Ryken back to God's hand on 27/4/2011.
If you didnt knew who is Ryken, hes the cute little boy my boyf just posted the photos of him like on mon and he left us on wed. (if you added my boyf in fb,you can see his photos) Its really devastating to know that our first and last meeting was on Good Friday. The moment I saw this little boy of only 19months, hes so cheerful so cute so adorable and lovable. Playing with him for like 5hrs that day were the most memorable memory I ever had of him. God can give you something and took something away from you. Baby Ryken's adorable dance and funny faces will always be deeply etched in my heart. RIP Baby Ryken, zehzeh love you! <3 I still miss the 'zehzeh' you called me that day :) Must cont to bless your daddy&mummy okay,pray that they will stay strong during this period of time. God Bless Them :)

I'm still abit affected by the death. But, i'm alright. Hope Bboy&me will pull through this period of time tgt, and make our r/s even stronger.

Also, on the death day- 27/4 its me&bboy's anni. I told bboy we'll go visit Ryken every year on this anni :)

2011-04-17T06:54:00.000-07:00

Actually I've had i few photos to post up, but im now using my bro's desktop so no photos here. Sorry :( wait till I go to the IT helpdesk in sch to reformate my irritating cheena language laptop. FREAKING HATE MY CHEENA LAPTOP LAHHHHHHHHH! EMO!

IM FREAKING IRRITATED NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
Partly due to fact that im having fever&flu, and next is cause..
I CANT FIND THE MUSTARD COLOURED HEELS I SAW ONLINE THAT DAY!!!!!!! Roar!
that day i saw it I fell in love with it immediately, but after considering like for 4days or so, i am convinced that I shld get it but now I cant find the blogshop now. No, i've checked the history and I think i deleted it alrdy :( FREAKING SAD! Just when i think i shld spend money to buy smth for myself after like 6months :) Likea F.I.N.A.L.L.Y! But phail srsly! EPIC.

2011-04-11T21:25:00.000-07:00

Currently in the office waiting for my tudou show to load..
Whew! Time passes real fast and now sch is starting real soon D:
I can still feel the day where the exams just ended! LOL!
Seriously, start sch = bored. stay at home = bored.
Why am i so irritating uh? HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :D
Anyho, now waiting for boss to come back from lunch.
I still got so much to catch up with so many ppl :/
No time leh!!!!!! my routine continues everyday! -.-
wake up (8am) -> office (10-6pm) -> tuition(7pm-9pm) -> home(10pm) -> sleep (11pm)
Actually I dont feel like going to work (i srsly dont care th $)
But no $ is also a problem! LOL! Contradicting right.
Okays la, at least i met up with jun&pin last wk..
yet to meet babygirl kel who went bkk without me :(((((

And heard now go japan likea cheap hor! *hints boyf*
but he say the expenditure damn exp, damn bohua.
ROFL! but at least save on flight=spend more ma! :D
Perhaps we;re going back phuket this yr,or mayb bkk! <3
MUACKS EVERYBODYYYYYY! DONT MISS ME! :D

2011-03-21T18:12:00.000-07:00

Yes, its long since i updated :)
Have been busy with tuition&k's office :D
I'm happy with my schedule just like that :)

2011-03-16T22:46:00.000-07:00

At times I wished everyone would knows what happened to my boyf.
I wished his dad wld, his friends wld, his cousin would..
Its a Betrayal game, with alot of backstab frm his ex&his bestfriend.
I know hes hurt, and he doesnt want anyone to know of it, its not smth good to share. But I hope they will hate the 2 DOGS so much, they'll feel like killing them, and let them vanish on earth. But no, I must be reasonable, can't be that bad and evil.

It hurts so much to see his cousin talking to his ex as if they knew for very long. I knw I shld hack care and ignore, but tell me which girl wld does it simply. I srsly doesnt wana argue with him over his ex anymore, it wld hurt our relationship, our feelings, but hiding inside me kills our r'ship even further. I wld say I've had enough of us quarreling, crying doesnt help, even telling him my feelings wld make us quarrel even further. Times like this would make me feel like being alone again, sad but true, love isnt smth easy or simple. It doesnt only consist of two hands that will clap. Yes, im childish like that. Still, over-sensitive being a piscean is smth i need to get over. You know, how many times I've had bad comments on my fb from his ex. How many times I have told myself to not bother and get over. No one knows except for us. Really, if I'm being pushed to the end of the cliff, we will do smth abt it. Trust me, I'm pretty good at pushing others to the cliff too.

*I do give my boyf this blog url, and he said he wldn't read cause its my privacy. But at times, really, I do wish he wld spare some time to read this space to understand me better. Instead of saying im unreasonable, mayb he shld read to see how much I been thru.

People, i'm good. Just like that :)

JOHNNIE WALKER JET BLACK PARTY

2011-03-06T17:58:00.000-08:00

OMG! THERES THIS JOHNNIE WALKER BLACK JET PARTY GOING ON 12 MARCH!
I seriously seriously seriously wana goooooooo :(

I hope to win this ticket to thank my most beloved boyfriend for all that he've done for me all these while. Thank you for all the birthday surprises he did on 26feb! Even though hes having serious financial issues now, but he went all length to let me experience the most memorable birthday ever! And Johnnie Walker meant alot to us. It was the first bottle of alcohol I bought for him when I went Vietnam for a school trip, and since then I've made a point to buy Johnnie Walker Black Label everytime I go overseas :) Currently he have a collection of 2 bottles given by me, and 1 bottle we bought when we went Phuket last dec. And being the sweetest boyf, he will write down the date on each bottle to remind himself of when I gave it to him and where I went :D

Boyfriend had experience so much so much of a downfall last year, losing 4 friends within a few months and having his dad closing down the company and giving all his finance&time to help his dad out by quitting his job. I hope he will pick himself up slowly and steathily this year, and I hope he could enjoy himself by attending the Johnnie Walker Jet Black party. Hoping this will make his life alot greater by having me by his side, even GREATER by enjoying the alcohol he loved most!

I hope to win the tickets pleaseeeeeee: Sabrina

2011-02-28T17:41:00.000-08:00

I just realized gossiping between women are seriously a very harmful affair. It can bring the gossipers up to cloud nine and ppl involved into serious revenge and vengeance :/ I know I make no sense to anyone except for bi and I but I guess females just have to stop gossiping about others. The least you know abt others is the moment you'll say most abt them. I hope bi and I would seriously stop and slow down our pace, have some serious talk and remain calm till if that something pisses us off again :)

2011-02-24T05:40:00.000-08:00

Jasmine: Stop showing attitude and being temperamental! It will kill the relationship :( he might always be so forgiven and the one pleaing for forgiveness even though it's ALWAYS not his fault! So jasmine, stop showing your stupid retarded childishness attitude at him and being so weak! It's your turn to give in! Compromise jasmine! Must rmbr how much he has been giving in and doing all the shit stuff sacrificing so much and yet you did nothing!!! Argh! Damn pissed at myself for not being forgiving and always finding fault. Grrrrrrrrr! He's one in a million, grab it or you'll lose it :(

2011-02-20T15:46:00.000-08:00

Facts About Boys on Twitter

Just to share.. :)

- Never expect. Never assume. Never ask. And never demand. Just let it be. If it's meant to be, it will happen

- Every woman deserves a man that will keep all the promises her ex broke

- To get something you never had, you have to do something you've never done.

- There comes a point in a girls life when she realizes the guys Who matter,Who never did, Who won't anymore & who always will

- Most relationships fail becuz ur too busy pointing out each others mistakes & not enough time enjoying each others company

- Behind every successful man is a gold digger who cheated him and made him wiser (HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH! MUST GOT 5 "C"s)

- Ladies, even though he maybe a jerk at times, its the thoughtful little things he does that makes him worth loving

- The best feeling comes when you realize youre perfectly happy without the person you once thought you needed most.

- Someone who really loves you sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can get, how hard u are to handle, but still wants u in their life.

- He's annoying, he makes you yell, he drives you crazy, he's out of his mind, but he's everything you want.

- If a man truly loves you, he might hug other girls, laugh and hang out with them, but none of them will ever mean as much to him as you

- If a guy cheats on a different girl with you, he will do the same to you

- If u fight like a married couple, talk like bestfriends, flirt like first love, protect each other like bro and sis, it is meant to be.

- Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections

- *Real girls aren't perfect, perfect girls aren't real

- Love isnt just cuddling or whispering sweet nothings, its compromising, sacrificing & giving up something just to make the relationship last

- Some people build walls, not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to break them down

Weeeeeeeee! Ladies in love, this is for you (and for Me too!) :D

2011-02-18T16:37:00.000-08:00

FML MAX! Damn cranky D: Argh Arse! Shldnt have mentioned abt the bitch, I feel inferior alrdy :/ CB Shit!
Anyho, Happy belated Vdaeeeeeeee to everybody! Regardless whether you're attached or not :) Hope you guys received as much love from your loved ones! <3

2011-02-09T19:30:00.000-08:00

I've always been the one speaking,
while baby has always been the listening ear.
I felt bad everytime when he wants to tell me something and I ignore him.
But when I tel him smth, I expect him to listen.
Just like ytd: while I was on the phone with him, he was telling me everything that happens there. (okay, the stuff that happened there really was interesting!) but I was kinda sleepy so I gave him a sian voice. In the end we ended the call immediately,peacefully of course. But I felt really bad because when someone has smth to tell you, he sound so interested and hyper at the other end while I didnt even bother to reply him/acknowledge him. I NEEDA CHANGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

don't do onto others what you don't want others to do onto you.

2011-02-09T19:10:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I feel that him going overseas enables me to have alot of time for myself. At least I think, I did some soul-searching recently without him here :) Not that he doesnt gave me alot of time, neither does he restrict me in anything I want. But soul-searching, going out alone, even taking public transport alone often make him think that hes useless. I love spending time alone be it attached or single therefore this is a great time for myself. Happy in several ways, and I think I should treat him better than before. (BUT I HAVENT GO SHOPPING ALONE LEY!) HAHAHAHAAHAH! FREAKING BROKE :(

Vday this coming week, I'm not planning to do anything yet.
Have a date with ITP on the day itself D:
Wells, here to say, Thanks for all my girls for being by my side! <3

2011-02-03T21:55:00.000-08:00

Being disappointed on chu er is not a joke.
How emo :(

2011-01-30T05:23:00.000-08:00

Missing you badly :'(

2011-01-27T02:13:00.000-08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! ♥♥♥

Baby, hope you're well. I really wish to see you now :( Still, hope you're doing all fine. Hugs&Misses!

2011-01-24T18:06:00.000-08:00

Bruno Mars. Runaway.
So easy to forget our love, the little things we do.
Like callin' for no reason, just to say the words, "Baby, I love you."
I know lately I've been busy, but a second doesn't go by without chu crossin' my mind.
It's been so long since we had time, let's take a day and make everything alright.
Just take my hand, fall in love with me again.

Let's runaway to the place where love first found us.
Let's runaway for the day, don't need anyone around us.
When everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it.
What I have to say can't wait, all I need is a day,
so let's runaway.
let's runaway, just for the day.
runaway
runaway

Girl, you've been so patient, spendin' nights alone and not complainin'
But i'll make it up to you and i promise today i won't keep you waitin'.
Please give me this one chance to remind you of everything we have.
I won't give up, I'm too much in love, and I want you to know that.
Just take my hand, fall in love with me again.

Let's runaway to the place where love first found us.
Let's runaway for the day, don't need anyone around us.
When everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it.
What i have to say can't wait, all i need is a day.

so let's runaway for the day,
and i'll give everything in this moment.
and i promise to make everyday just like the day

Let's runaway to the place where love first found us .
Let's runaway for the day, don't need anyone around us.
When everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it.
What i have to say can't wait, all i need is a day,
so let's runaway.
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I hope I'll stay strong, like how you are always doing.
A day spend missing you, is a day closer to your return.
I hope I could escape with you too, I really do hope :'(
Our first cny, our first Valentines day, my 20th birthday..All crashed :(

Girls, ask me out would ya? :)

2011-01-17T22:18:00.000-08:00

Okays, I shall digress from my work abit. (fine,2hrs alrdy)
Anw I've always wanted to learn driving ever since I see my boyf driving so 'ZAI-ly' everytime I sat in his car. But I do not have the courage to actually go and learn and drive the car itself cause to me..REALLY,ITS DAMN FREAKING SCARY!
*Imagine yourself in the car and the engine STALL while you're U-turning halfway, or at lane 1 of the highway! PANIC LIKE SHIT! PEE IN THE PANTS! HAHAHAHAHA~! Seriously,I swear* But still, its something you will experience no matter what right? Seeing my girlf having their driving license did made me more 'motivated' in getting my own license. Plus baby said he may let me drive his car out if he doesn't need it. Which mean..HUAHUAHUA! I GOT CAR TO DRIVE LEHZXZXZXZXZXZX! *flips hair* ROFLMAO! So I've finally decided to brave myself thru my BTT and go learn driving after my birthday <3 Let me enjoy my bdae first before I die of driving! HAHAHAHAHAHA! So March 2011, shall be the start of my I'm-gona-learn-driving path :D

2011-01-16T04:22:00.000-08:00

Every relationship has its very own story.
Not all relationship is smooth-sailing,neither its all happiness&bliss.

Yes, we did quarreled quite a number of times.
Sometimes, I did wished I was like last time when we were together.
I would just smile my way,not wanting to quarrel on whatever he said. Giving in to him every single time, but the relationship has pushed me to the end. Therefore, I promise myself to make it even better this time round. and yes, I think I shouldnt do what I did to him ytd by walking away. Its me who doesnt want to say what I'm unhappy about, and its me again who walks away giving attitude. It shouldnt be the way. He is always so forgiving, so understanding, giving in to me all he can, and has never showed any attitude before at all but I was the opposite. Its time for me to reflect, I should be the one giving rather than taking. He deserves so much better stuff than me, he do deserve girls better than me.

There is no second chance in everything, if you have it, cherish.

2011-01-06T06:51:00.000-08:00

I miss east coast..
I want to go there to have a chat with boyf again.
But hes busy with work (which i understand alot)
Hmm.next time ba :D Hehes! :D

I miss Phuket..the relaxation&stressfree life!
Full of sleeping,swimming,tanning&eating :)

Today,I make quite an impt decision.
&I hope, this passion will last me through.

2011-01-02T06:42:00.000-08:00

Gotta do a quick blogging before i head to bed, theres sch tmr D:
Suffering from flu, headache and sorethroat :( Must be Daryl!
Anyho, bought new bedsheet&mattress today! Thank you mummy! <3

Summarising 2010..
-Got my braces. Cant regret!
-Virgin trip to Vietnam: Ho Chi Minh and Hanoi
-OIP Trip to China for 6weeks! I still miss china thou..
-Lose a precious friend bt gt to know more B's friends
-Gt tgt with my fav boyfriend :D
-Several unhappy stuff with his ex and shit-.- IM INNOCENT!
-Didnt cut my hair at all only trim (Y)
-Became BROKE FOR THE LONGEST TIME :(
-Bought dresses
-Makeup quite frequently :>
-Went PHUKET W/ BABY solely
-bought Polaroid and still had fun with it
-Travelled to 3 countries within a year

For NEW YEAR OF 2011!
-Relationship to grow stronger than before
-Earn lotsa lotsa money!
-GET MY FREAKING DRIVING LICENSE ASAP!
-Exercise more! :D
-Help bi's dad as much as i can in his biz
-Buy new camera! I need it desperately for our next trip :)
-Go overseas at least twice with Bi
-Pick up some basic Thai
-Enjoy and live life to the fullest!

2010-12-26T22:08:00.000-08:00

Our first ever couple trip! <3
To PHUKET!

It was definitely enjoyable :) I've tried alot of stuff i've nv tried before. Super amazing! I wana go explore the world with him :D

2010-12-14T01:38:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the harsh words. I hope he's fine. He haven't been replying my msg, being worried doesn't help. Stupid me :(

2010-12-13T23:55:00.000-08:00

He always uses his emotions to drive. I think everyone that sits in his car mist be really glad they're alive now. I mean at times when I have small arguments with him in the car, I swear non of you would wana sit in his car. Driving recklessly, swerving in and out of the traffic. I used to tell him ge can change his temper, but he just don't believe. Aiyah, seriously forget it. Wait till I'm mentally exhausted something will happen.

2010-12-11T04:59:00.000-08:00

Weewoowheet! Imma going Phuket in 10days time!
Yayyyyyyyyyy! Can't wait! <3
But cts :( Haix.
LoveLove Babylove! <3

2010-12-04T06:46:00.000-08:00

I hope that every girls on this earth will find someone that will treats her the way she wants, to feel like they had just fell in love just yesterday, to feel like she deserves the best guy on earth, to feel like theres nothing that could affect her&the perfect boy <3

I found mine :) &I hope you guys found yours too.

2010-11-29T21:23:00.001-08:00

I wished I was stronger..
I wished I wouldn't mind..
I wished I wouldn't care..
I wished I could run&hide..
I wished to be alone.

2010-11-29T21:23:00.000-08:00

I wished I was stronger..
I wished I wouldn't mind..
I wished I wouldn't care..
I wished I could run&hide..
I wished I would be alone..

2010-11-25T19:18:00.001-08:00

Let me introduce to everyone the Top10 Futuristic Luxury Hotels :)

hehs. instead of my e-chat, im searching for uber ridiculous things. like Top10 swimming pools, Top10 spas, Top10 beaches.. SO CHIOOOOOOO! i mean the World is revolving so fast, and you might never know would you get a chance to be in one of those places in your lifetime.

10. The Apeiron island hotel

Designer: Sybarite
Status: Concept
Estimated project cost: $500million

The "Apeiron" island hotel is a seven star resort with a total floor area of 200,000m�. It is 185-m high and boasts of over 350 luxury apartment suites. The hi-tech futuristic hotel screams of luxury and comfort with its own private lagoon, beaches, restaurants, cinemas, retail shopping, art gallery, spas and conference facilities. Its out of the world design is magnetic enough to deliver a spell-bounded experience to visitors. (Photo Credit: Sybarite)

9. Foldable hotel pods

Designer: m3 Architects, London
Estimated project cost: $72 to $104 million

The foldable and fully transportable pods are for those traveling geeks who find it hard to shun all the amenities of their luxurious life. You can move the pods to exotic locations around the world and the amazing concept abodes will come with �Active’ walls and floors where guests can focus images of their choice and a disposable unit to care of all waste. (Photo Credit: m3architects)

8. The hotel Burj al-Arab

Location: Dubai, United Arab Emirates
Designer: Tom Wright (WS Atkins PLC), Khuan Chew
Status: Complete
Estimated project cost: $650 million
Cost per person: $1,000 to over $28,000 per night, $75 to have a glimpse from inside

Considered, unofficially, the world’s first and only 7-star hotel, the Burj al-Arab is a truly the most luxurious hotel imaginable and hence we couldn�t help including it in this list of futuristic hotels, which also perhaps triggered architects around the world to look beyond the fence.

The tallest, 321-metres (1,053 ft), hotel, designed as a sail of a dhow, is constructed on an artificial island 280-metres (919 ft) out from Jumeirah beach. The hotel boasts of the world�s tallest atrium, which is 180-meters (590 feet) tall.

The suspended helipad on the top adds to the grandeur of the hotel. The lavish interior skillfully mingles the best of design ethics from both the east and the west. The 8,000 square meters of 22-carat gold leaf and 24,000 square meters of 30 different types of marbles give the hotel an enigmatic touch.

The 28 double-story floors of the hotel accommodate 202 luxury suites with prices ranging from $1,000 to over $28,000 per night (for the Royal Suite). The hotel also features 8 restaurants, including bars and lounges, latest business, conferencing, fitness and recreational facilities. Carved in the midst of white beaches and the blue waters of the Arabian Gulf, the Burj Al Arab is a dream come true.

7. Waterworld

Location: Songjiang, China
Designer: Atkin’s Architecture Group
Status: Concept

This spectacular design by Atkin’s Architecture Group deservedly won the first prize award last year in an international design competition. The 400-bed resort hotel features underwater public areas, guest rooms, cafes, and restaurants. The major attraction is the extreme sporting facilities including a luxurious swimming pool, rock climbing and bungee jumping.

What more to say, the pictures are screaming BLISS. (Photo Credit: TheCoolHunter)

6. The Poseidon Undersea Resort

Location: Fiji, The Poseidon Mystery Island
Designer: Bruce Jones
Status: Under construction, will be completed by September 2008
Estimated project cost: $105 million
Cost per person: $15,000 per week

Our pursuit of unique spaces now goes straight 1,200-square feet under the sea in the lap of Poseidon undersea resort. The world�s first underwater resort will be ready by the end of next year with breathtaking coral reefs where you can literally immerse yourself.

Surrounded by 5,000-acre lagoon, the Bruce Jones� Poseidon Mystery Island offers luxurious 550 square feet large suites.

Not only this, the Poseidon Resorts website says, �the first 1,000 guests will have their names permanently inscribed on two monuments one on the island, and one on the floor of the lagoon.� Now, that�s incredible!

Tourists can indulge in submarine piloting, deep reef excursions, scuba diving, sea track on the sea floor, water sports, para-sailing, cave exploration, and much more.

5. The Hydropolis: A self-acclaimed 10-star underwater hotel

Location: Dubai
Designer: Joachim Hauser, Crescent Hydropolis Resorts
Estimated project cost: $500-million

The Hydropolis Undersea Resort, especially designed keeping in mind that we�re around 60% water, endeavors to deliver the serene beauty of the ocean in its true colors. The one of its kind resort will encompass a whopping 1.1-million-square-foot of area offering shopping mall, ballroom, island villas, restaurant, high-tech cinema and surprisingly, a missile-defense system for your security 60-feet underwater.

Tourists can enjoy their stay in 220 theme suites within the submarine leisure complex. It is one of the largest contemporary construction projects in the world, covering an area of 260 hectares, about the size of London’s Hyde Park.

The resort is designed with a petal-like retracting roof to organize open-sky events.

Around 150 firms are involved in the project, which is expected to complete this year if all technical, land, and financial challenges are met, but it�s delayed as per the latest reports. Following the line and determined of the success of the Hydropolis, Crescent-Hydropolis is now planning a chain of underwater hotels around the world.

4. The Lunatic Hotel: Hotel on the Moon

Designer: Hans-Jurgen Rombaut, Wimberly Allison Tong & Goo (WATG)
Status: Blueprint ready, will take real shape by 2050

Orbiting in space seems more thrilling but Moon brings in a nostalgic aura. Perhaps, the Lunatic Hotel concept will serve it all with spectacular views sprinkled with joys of low gravity and an alien feeling. Designer Hans-Jurgen Rombaut of the Rotterdam Academy of Architecture in the Netherlands is quite optimistic to complete the dream project by 2050.

The �sensation engine�, as the designer calls it, will allow tourists to indulge in low-gravity games with the help of two 160-meters high slanting towers. The towers will be equipped with teardrop-shaped �habitation capsules� which will serve as spaceship like suits for tourists.

The 50-cms thick hull made of Moon rock and layers holding water will protect inhabitants from the harsh lunar environment including extreme temperatures and lethal cosmic rays and solar particles. If the whole concept comes out successful, we can expect a real lunar village too. (Photo Credit: NASA)

3. Aeroscraft: The flying luxury hotel of tomorrow

Designer: Igor Pasternak (Worldwide Aeros Corporation), Wimberly Allison Tong & Goo (WATG)
Status: Prototype under development

The �Aeroscraft� is a gigantic 400-ton blimp designed to carry passengers in its spacious luxury cosmos onboard. The flying hotel with an area equal to two football fields hangs in air with 14 million cubic feet of helium, huge electric and hydrogen fuel cell powered propellers and six turbofan jet engines. The hotel can accommodate 250 passengers driving them at a speed of 174 miles per hour up to 6, 000 miles.

Flying 8,000 feet above in the air, the 165×244x647 feet airship will provide tourists hi-tech amenities including casino, restaurants and staterooms.

Designer Igor Pasternak has also plans to float a cargo-carrying version too once the project takes off. (Photo Credit: WATG)

2. Galactic Suite

Designer: Xavier Claramunt of ADD+ARQUITECTURA
Status: On hold, prototype is ready

Designer Xavier Claramunt has tried to imbibe things especially to whet a adventurer�s dream with the Galactic Suite which will have around 22 rooms, measuring 7X4 meters, free of straight lines or angles and huge windows. It is termed as the first global project of its kind, next to Robert Bigelow�s space hotel. Different capsules will act as bars, restaurants, reception, and more.

The prototype is still waiting for investors to shell out their fortunes to make this project a reality.

1. Commercial Space Station Skywalker: The inflatable space hotel

Designer: Bigelow Aerospace, Las Vegas
Location: 515-kms above Earth
Status: The human space complex will be accessible by 2015
Estimated project cost: $500 million
Cost per person: $1 million a night

Certainly, we�ll have to stop this constant to and fro journey and make space our permanent base. And to make this a reality, the assembling of �CSS Skywalker� kicked off with the launch of �Genesis I� from Russia mid last year. Solar cells will power the inhabitable complex made of various sections that will inflate to take their real form in space. The sections or rooms of the CSS will allow rockets to dock. In future, the modules will be used as basis for space yachts and moon cruisers.

With a volume of 1,500.00 m3 and mass of 100,000 kg, the CSS Skywalker will have a maximum diameter of 30.00 m (98.00 ft).

The concept is a big challenge while it tests inflatable technology and fights to survive in hazardous conditions. Hope it�s made to face the wrath of the meteorites, though the hull of each module is made of three protective layers with an outer 18-inch-thick shield made of alternating woven graphite composite and foam to protect against orbital debris. (Photo Credit: CNet)

Passing reference: The Diamond Ring Hotel
Location: Abu Dhabi

The Diamond Ring hotel

(info credits to: http://www.bornrich.org/entry/worlds-top-10-futuristic-luxury-hotels/)

2010-11-19T05:52:00.000-08:00

Need to start blogging regularly alrdy! :D
This blog had been ignored for quite sometime :/
Anyway, I can't wait to drive car!
I want to get a class3 license asap!
But need to start working for $$$ :( I need a freaking job!
Have been spending much time with baby, almost everyday <3
Both of us have similar problem to solve, hope it will solve quick :(
Still, loving him is the best thing that could happen :D
Hugs&Kisses! Ppl, please come back to read my blog okay! :D

2010-11-08T05:53:00.001-08:00

Thanks for being my universe <3

2010-11-02T03:46:00.000-07:00

I cried again :( Over the silliest thing on Earth :(
One day when I get tired, I wldn't have tears for you anymore.

2010-10-31T02:25:00.000-07:00

Took quite a number of photos with baby recently :D
Hehes :) I am quite happy that we keep taking photos everywhere we go.
Really glad to keep those memories <3
Back from China and was already sick for the past 1 week :/
Anw, went out to buy brother's 21st present with baby!
Bought a Burberry wallet at Paragon for $400+! Baby and me shared half!
Was really glad cause he didnt know brother well and he shared with me :D
Really love him a trillion lots! Have to change my attitude from china :(
But i'm glad its turning better these few days, like 3days :]
Maybe due to the fever&flu i have cranky moods :(
Still, thank him for everything he does! Being so supportive!

2010-09-15T17:55:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, this week was solely with him :D another 3more days to china and 5weeks back to sgp :( HAHAHAHAHA! Still, I am excited :) I want to live independently like before. Single stil rocks no matter what <3 Weeeeeeee! Gona pack some of my stuff now and baby's driving me&his dad to Acra later to register their new business :D

Oh yah! I'm freaking happy! His dad said 'your boyf.. your friend ah!' HAHAHAHAHA! He didnt tell his dad abt us being tgt but I think his dad somehow knew it because i'm always with them when they're running around to offices :D And also, I think his dad trusted me alot :D

2010-09-11T11:49:00.000-07:00

I want to have this one day where I would say " My boyfriend can't buy me a LV bag but he could buy for me a car! " Hahahahahahahahaha! Okays, I hope their new business will be going on stronger than ever(Y)! And I want a car license! Need to sign up for class3 asap! :)

2010-09-09T10:26:00.000-07:00

I realised smth funny in me!
When I am in a sweet&happy mood in the morning and I msgd him super sweet stuffs in the morning. I will either attitude him or quarrel with him later in the day/night. I found out this super funny emotion of mine for a very long time&indeed it really was true! OMG. so now, i shld lessen my sweet tone in the morning so we'll pass our day smoothly :) LOL! Interesting facts*

2010-09-05T04:43:00.000-07:00

LOL! Slacking @my room :D

EXAMS COMING! OMGAHHHHHHHHHHHH! I REGRETTED GOING OUT 24/7 FOR THE PAST 4WEEKS :( I REGRETTED NOT STUDYING FOR THE PAST 4WEEKS! ARGH! I DONT WANA FAIL, BUT I THINK NOT FAILING IS IMPOSSIBLE D: LIFE SUCKS&EVERYTHING SUCKS *till after exams :)

2010-09-01T08:24:00.000-07:00

Too much insecurities kills a relationship. But too bad, my insecurities filled up 2/3 of me :(

2010-08-19T17:26:00.000-07:00

That day as I was wondering, theres so many things in life that only has a chance. A chance for you to shine, a chance for you to accept. But we always dwell on stuff we regretted, and not look forward to even more new exciting stuff ahead. There were times(okay fine,frequently) where I quarreled with him till I felt like letting go of this relationship. And i asked myself why can't I just keep quiet and so we'll never quarrel. HAHAHAHAHA! Oh that day we were chatting about our past, he mentioned that I won't even dare to talk back to him&I always smile and laugh even though i'm unhappy. But he say he prefer me now(EHEM!*) because at least I show him what im unhappy about.

Still, I don't wana waste my time on stuff I regretted in the past. Life is all about looking forward to new challenges ahead :D I must learn to understand him better and not show attitude(PMS!)

2010-08-15T07:01:00.000-07:00

I dont expect any changes from him, neither do i expect him to forget his ex totally. But it always pissed me off when he mentioned his ex-.- ARGH! *jealousy* In addition, his brother will always call him to say his ex's whereabout hoping he will go find her. *Big sigh!* Trust me, its tiring trying to convince yourself hes of no relation to his ex anymore. Plus, its even more sian to know that he knows his ex's whereabout better than he knows where i exactly am. Really, this relationship is so far the most complicated one i ever encounter. More than half of my time and energy is spent comforting myself that im attached and he love me. Its sad though, but still, aiyah, 走一步算一步咯！

Truth to be told, I feel much happier, much cheerful, more carefree, more loving, more optimistic when im single than i used to now. But no, I must not feel this way. Really, super bored :( This relationship isnt going anywhere :/

2010-08-13T17:26:00.001-07:00

OMG. I think i have serious attitude problem :/ Damn sucky. For a moment I may be all sweet and caring to him, and next moment i may attitude him and then cry :( I need to exercise self-control of my emotions. Argh! Irritating! Today's family day :D Actually its every saturday, cause B's will be going to temple with his dad every sat.

By the way, B maybe shifting house soon ULTRA :(((((( ! Hes gona be all the way at the purple line :( Meeting him will need more than an hour of my travel time, plus no more late night supper if im suddenly hungry :( He cant even picked me up if theres no bus in my house area anymore. He MAYBE* selling his car too :/ Haix. It is the financial difficulties period, and I hope we'll pull through all together. If fate brings us thus far, we'll go even further than this.

I hope him well, and I'll try my best to not show any attitude due to his increasing work stress. Let this is the test of our love, even though its just the beginning of our relationship :) *I'm being sweet now <3

2010-08-09T20:12:00.000-07:00

Yesterday at Clinic C :D
Baby and jockey was there tgt with gina&encarni :) Awesome night! Aww! Love baby alot.lucky we didnt quarrel abt me drinking when im sick :/
Phew! One less quarrel, make our life better <3

Im down with flu, cough, fever and sore throat! AHHHHHHH!
My rubber band broke ytd too,need to go down to visit the dentist-.-

2010-08-01T23:57:00.000-07:00

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine

2010-07-30T22:58:00.001-07:00

Be strong, to baby&myself.

2010-07-25T07:31:00.000-07:00

I think those ppl who reads my blog should know who my boyf is. That i've always been talking about recently and appears to have a little of his face in my blog only :) Nahs! HAHAHA :D A bigass face of his <3 Looking at this picture makes me smile though :) These are the little things that makes me happy after a huge quarrel. Anw, we're all good after a talk on fri. Still, more talks to come :) its good to always trashed things out with your boyf, because being truthful is basic stuff 2 person must have :D HEHES! Love baby! :D

2010-07-21T18:32:00.000-07:00

Major quarrel yesterday :( I super major one.
OMG! How i wish i'll STFU and be sensitive sometimes.
We're almost at the cliff of me ending it or not.
But I know, I've been breaking his heart so many times that he won't show me whether hes angry or sad anymore. I hope I can be stronger to end everything at once. What he said to me yesterday breaks my heart into so many pieces that I lost so much trust in him already. How stupid can I get when i'm in love? The barrier I've created for myself for 3years, I am preparing to break it for him and yet what he said yesterday just unknowingly build up my barriers again. Will I be able to trust that you won't break my heart again? Will I be able to trust you again? Will I be able to knock down my barrier for you again? Time will tell, what I should not do is stop hurting him and pieced back myself. I thought you're going to be different, in the end you proved me wrong by showing me you're same as all the guys I met.

Crying thrice in a week don't help.

2010-07-20T05:03:00.000-07:00

I WANA GO ENJOY&RELAX BUT EXAM IS COMING :( SAD :(

2010-07-17T01:11:00.000-07:00

Tough week :( Yes, another tougher one ahead.
Have to bear for another 3wks or so :/ Hais.
Anw,Thanks Yeobo(jingqi), Gina BFF&Baby for being by me!
I really appreciates all of you guys :D ILOVEYOUGUYS!<3

I really thankyou very much baby,for being there when I am lost.I wldnt know what to to if it hadnt for you. You must jiayou too! I'll be there for you :) iloveyou. thxbye.

2010-07-14T18:11:00.000-07:00

YAY! Daddy's discharged! :D Whew! No more worries. But at home I'm extra alert and all now. Anw, im broke :/ Seriously! Baby's broke too coz' hes currently not working now! :( No more hanging out often, but still hes awesome to me :D

I'll be there for you <3

2010-07-13T06:00:00.000-07:00

Here are some pictures we took over the weekend :) And the one took in the car, was when I on my lappy to camwhore :D HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ZAI(Y) By the way, alot of unhappiness has been happening around me :( I really hope daddy will be well!

I pray that daddy will be well now and forever, don't ever scare us again daddy :( I don't want money and all, I just want him to be by my side now and forever, be healthy daddy dear. I'm really afraid of hospital now :/ Hospital-phobia.

2010-07-09T19:26:00.000-07:00

I havent been taking pictures for quite sometime though :/
Reason being i think i look weird in braces :( Time to get used to it.
HAHAHAHAHA! Oh yeah, I've gained like 2kgs from vietnam :D
AND THE MAMA SHOP NEAR NP's SWIMMING POOL SELLS CHEAP ICECREAM CONE! $1 with huge icecream on top!
-I sound like small children i know :D -

Daddy had finally discharged from the hospital, and B has been there for me all this while. Thank you so much even though I may have big ego&attitude :) Thanks mummy for accepting us, and next big step would be acceptance from daddy :/ Life alright,but busy and tiring D:

p/s: you say we're drifting apart, and I agrees. So how now? Tell me again, why do I need a boyf when I can stand alone?

2010-07-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

Why does KFC India have such nice drinks?
Crunchy,Smoothie,Sparkling! YUMS!*
Times like this,I wish I was in India :D HAHAHA!

Go visit this website to see their drinks:
ULTRA YUMMY KFC DRINKS!
OMG! I would wana try every single of their drinks nao! D:

2010-07-03T09:50:00.000-07:00

I AM TIRED OF EVERYTHING! :( I feel like giving up the relationship, how?

2010-07-01T22:43:00.000-07:00

A man gives many question marks, however, a woman is a whole mystery. -Diana Stürm

The best way to mend a broken heart is time and girlfriends. -Gwyneth Paltrow

Women like a man with a past, but they prefer a man with a present. -Mae West

A true man loves his woman like a girl loves teddy bear: sweet, honest & sincere.

My name is (I). My problem is (Love). My solution is (You).

Sometimes "I don't care" is just my way of saying it hurts that you don't. -Shinedown

Being single is pretty good. It's a nice sense of irresponsibility. -Michael Douglas

No, im not emo nor single :)
Being in love is the most beautiful thing on earth :)

2010-06-30T17:49:00.000-07:00

I'm breathless :( School's killing my time away.
Dad's going for operation today, and I may rush down to hosp later :/
I hope that daddy's gona get well soon, and no more pain for him.
Today's class ends at 5pm,how i wish i was there for papa :[

2010-06-26T06:35:00.000-07:00

Went to this nice chill out place @Sunset Way with B :D My head was spinning after 2bottles of jaz beer and Pineapple martini with extra shots! :/ but I still managed to drink finish my 3rd bottle of Jaz beer :) LOL! This is the start of the development of my beer belly :(( B ordered Pineapple martini and 7bottles of Jaz beer for himself. Tsktsk. I'm good or what :) cause we ordered a tub of Jaz beer with 10bottles :) Love ya bb<3

People ask "why is it so hard to trust?", I ask "why is it so hard to keep a promise?"Times like this, I wish for Friends Forever. Why am I not learning my mistake of not falling in love anymore? Argh! Period.

2010-06-23T20:56:00.000-07:00

Back from Vietnammmmmmmmmmmmm :))
AND THIS IS WHAT BABY PREPARED FOR ME ONCE I STEP INTO THE CAR! Aww! So sweet!<3 Thanks alot baby!:D ILY.

Update
Pretty ms red,please be nice to my cramps. Mum bought yummy cheesecake *SMILE* Anw,I need a job badly i guess :( No money sucks. We are both having financial difficulties, hopefully he'll learn to control his spending now. While, I need to stop online shopping :/ Anyone who owes me money! Please return asap! OMPM! *Loan Shark tone* HEHEHEHEHEEHES! jkjk.

2010-06-18T01:12:00.000-07:00

Blogging from Hanoi@Vietnam :D the temperature is around 38-40degree celcius! OMGAHHHHH! I swear you feel like burning! Hahaha! Hmm, so far the traffic here like shit. Crossing road seemed to be dangerous here :( keep running across roads! Hehes:D dusty here,and I seemed to be getting sore eyes D: gtg for now! Byes!